had a dream of dying
just wish
i never woke up

Just want to lie down
and wait to die.
It's faster in the snow.

i'm a car driver
always was
fuck bikes

Crazy like Fitzcarraldo:
Pushing a bike
across the alps.

only wanted to die
never thought
i've to climb so high

Beautiful view
almost ignored
for the path in front of us.

can only think of \"f\" words
freezing, forever
fuck

strands of hair
constantly in my face
more annoying than insects

nothing to proof
nothing to win
only exhaustion

not smart enough
to know my limits
caught in a dilemma