Thursday, July 29th 2004
had a dream of dying
just wish
i never woke up
i'm a car driver
always was
fuck bikes
only wanted to die
never thought
i've to climb so high
can only think of "f" words
freezing, forever
fuck
nothing to proof
nothing to win
only exhaustion
Wednesday, July 28th 2004
not smart enough
to know my limits
caught in a dilemma
müde, scheiss drauf;
geh duschen,
brauch ein haiku
Tuesday, July 27th 2004
existing, but not belonging
trying to cope
with invisibility between birthdays
outside: a chainsaw killing a
tree. inside: eyes red
from lack of sleep
Monday, July 26th 2004
1 o'clock: body wants to sleep
fingers can't stop playing
bass addict