Friday, July 30th 2004
way underground
withering away
from the poison in my toe
Nur wer sich selbst umbringt,
kann sich sicher sein,
da
Thursday, July 29th 2004
had a dream of dying
just wish
i never woke up
i'm a car driver
always was
fuck bikes
Just want to lie down
and wait to die.
It's faster in the snow.
only wanted to die
never thought
i've to climb so high
Crazy like Fitzcarraldo:
Pushing a bike
across the alps.
can only think of "f" words
freezing, forever
fuck
Beautiful view
almost ignored
for the path in front of us.
nothing to proof
nothing to win
only exhaustion